bad mood before birthday

Although tomorrow is my birthday but I didn't feel happy.
Too many stuff going on, maybe i am too busy.
I know i feel not happy when u immediately give me that kind of face when i ask about the party but i know not ur fault and responsiblity to do it...nvm, I will digest it and I know everything not happy will be over.
I should change my attitude, I know i can't control myself easily get anger but i will try to make me to be able to come over the sadness as fast as I can because i also hope everyone will be happy.
Didn't want to hate anyone but sometimes just uncontrollable because some actions make me feel so irritated. This birthday i hope i can put down all the unhappy stuffs in my mind, restart my brain, refresh my hear and welcome to my 21 years old life. Need to work hard and successfully passed this semester, my last semester of my degree study, it also might be the very very very last study semester in my life. Anyway, that won't stop me from learning, human need to learn everything from young to old.
Never stop learning, never stop our steps to the better future.

Semester Break

Before this semester start, I was planning to learn something about my study. Maybe I can go to the Lynda.com and learn something everyday or use the laser cut machine which i can ask help from my friend's dad factory, to make some product since that will be definitely cheaper than order it in Perth but i failed to do it. 

The reason is that i need to fetch my brother and cousins to school and bring them home mostly everyday. My friends also ask my help to create a website, a online website which will be selling some handmade stuff. I am very affirmative to start doing the designing job but somehow she let me feel like she is not that passion on learning the new things. I really hope i can help her to get up and go because she doesn't have a stable job since she graduated and i think it is really bad that she just keep using her parents money yet not helping with any housework. Meanwhile, I think his dad's personality is not that bad after i talk to him, if she can understand how's his dad thinking and what he have been done for the family, she should go to the office and help and i think she can learn a lot. I hope they will continue the works after I leave bp and send me the files so I can faster set up the website and she will have something to do with her future. Island1991.com GAMBATEK!

Ermmm....I think I will be quite busy after back to perth. Sima 1920 Art, I am doing the website stuff for them. Receive some information during this holiday but all of them didn't get to process due to some communication problem. Though i think it will be fine later, hope that i will have a good opportunity to work with the boss.

Another website will be set up for a businessman who is having a cyber cafe in the city and he is thinking to having another washing car business so he need a website to update the newest information. Perhaps we can work out the website successfully.

Today after i bring my brother and sister go out, before reach home I drive into Summit parade, wanna to test my luck whether I can find a parking lot so i can buy my daily product back to Perth. After driving the second round, finally i found a parking lot near the main entrance. I spend RM177 in Watson. Well, this is  consider cheap compare to Perth. Oh yah, I spend another RM1066 on the Dermalogical facial products in the morning when i go and do facial. Lolz....hope they can cure my face, at least remain the current situation.